oh my god
lolol this was anxious-alarmist a couple nights ago. He was pulling out the seeds of some yellow wax peppers and then made me *attempt* to take out his contacts later that night. I couldn’t figure out how to do it bc I suck. I poked his eyes a million times before he had to do it himself with pepper fingers. whoops
I think one of the biggest issues with today’s dating society is that people think there’s a method to everything. Stop lumping everyone into categories. All situations are unique. Someone may have attributes/circumstances as someone you past dated. It doesn’t mean it’s going to fail the same way or even at all. If someone captivates you and makes you feel things you didn’t know you could feel, forget the fact that they just got out of a relationship, or that they have dated a million people this past year, or that they seem too good to be true. Just let it go the direction it naturally goes. If you click, you click! Neither party’s circumstance will change your connection if it’s actually there. Stop putting rules down that don’t apply directly to your mental health. If they treat you well, just fucking do it! There are no methods. None.
Jk he stopped cuddling me so I put sharknado on to fill the void. It’s just as good.
Falling asleep every single night, wrapped in the most beautiful legs and arms I’ve ever known, has got to be the best feeling in the world. The peace of mind, safety, and love I feel next to him is so calming. I’ve never known a better, incomparable, intelligent, driven, inspiring, loving, caring, handsome human being. I’ve never known so absolutely that I could live like this forever. From the moment I first laid eyes on him, I knew my life could change forever. And I’m thankful it worked out that way. I’m so excited for everything ahead of us. I wish all this for literally everyone. Find that one person who stops your breath the second you see them for the first time. It won’t matter what they look like. It won’t matter what they’re doing. It’s something bigger than any of that. You won’t see any of that. You’ll just know. Don’t settle for less than the one person who makes you stop in your tracks.
Reactivated my gym membership. Going tonight for the first time in months. Stoked. And scared. Mostly stoked. Or scared. I can’t decide.